Sunday, March 2, 2014

Foggy Sunday Chat



My blog is my diary. I don't know if some of you like posts like this, but i feel like talking. These days, or more like these past few months have been very weird for me. My mood was like a rollercoaster, more on the down side.
I don't know if the cold, dark weather got the best of me, or the stress, or it's just my difficult personality. I think is all of those combined, mostly the last, because i've always been like this.
When i was a teenager i thought being difficult means that you have strong personality, and i didn't think it was a bad thing. Now that i am a bit older, hence wiser, i realize that being difficult means only one thing - you're gonna have a bad time... in life in general. You and others around you. 
Unfortunately, even though i am aware of my moody personality, i can't change who i am and how i feel completely. Of course i have good days, i'm not always like this, but i felt big pressure these past few months, and i kinda broke down. I lost my motivation, i cancelled all of my plans, i rarely go out, i don't feel like blogging...
I've never talked about my anxiety issues before, and i'm not gonna go there now as well, because i've been trying some things as a healing process, and one of them is not talking about being an anxious person. A denial, if you will. I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do, but it's kinda starting to work...

~ Music says what words cannot... This is it:








16 comments:

  1. Great post! I have to deal with anxiety some times as well. For me writing down what I feel is the best thing to help me dealing with anxious.

    Anyway, thank you for lovely comment on my blog I just followed you on GFC and instagram :) Hope you follow back soon xx

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  2. Gorgeous photo. And self reflection is so important!

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  3. Your blog is you own, and that means you can put whatever you want on it. Even if it means just venting. Go for it!

    I'm following you on GFC, I'd love if you could do the same :)

    Audrey
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  4. you're so right..
    . love this post !

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  5. Love it


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  6. Hope you're doing fine dear... :)))

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  7. Nice photo!

    Would you like to follow each other with GFC and Bloglovin '? Let me know :)

    Best wishes!
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  8. Great post!!!!

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  9. amazing post
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  10. Hi dear! First time on your blog and I really liked this post. I completely understand what you mean by "difficult personality" as I have to deal with that too. I try to tame it tho, as much as I can.
    I'm following you now on Bloglovin and Instagram :) Hope you can do the same.
    xx

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  11. Our blogs reflect what our thoughts. I feel you right there.
    So, how are you feeling now?

    - Mary

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  12. amazing photo!

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  13. For someone your personality may be hard but for someone else it could be wonderful! I have also difficult character, but my husband love this.

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  14. Great post! :) xoxo

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